Castle in the Sky, 1986

For the next few weeks I’ll be watching all the Hayao Miyazaki films. Some again, some for the first time.

Castle in the Sky, 1986 — [subtitled]

This is probably the best first Miyazaki film for any newcomer.

I’m sad I didn’t see this when I was a kid. Because I utterly adore this film now. I can’t imagine what a splash of nostalgia would have done. It very well may have ended up my favorite film of all time.

Resurrected robots, giant airships, levitation stones, magical caves, flying islands, train chases, dastardly pirates, a ton of explosions, and a brilliant relationship between two fantastic characters. This film is an absolute must-see, a delightfully magical and wondrous film, perfectly paced from beginning to end, vast in imagination and splendor.

I fell in love with Pazu and Sheeta. Their pureness, innocence, of friendship makes any viewer ache with envy. They are the movie. And so is the wonderful cinematography, brilliant direction, and utterly fantastic animation; the film is simply gorgeous and truly a visual pleasure to watch.

One thing that really got me, what touched me, was the guardian robot, covered in moss, after 700 years, still lays flowers at the graves of great tree in honor of its creators. Not to mention, that it is now the caretaker/friend of a group of fox-squirrel (same as Teto from Nausicaä.)

The theme of ‘power and greed are bad’ is blunt and simplified. The main villain, Muska, embodies this, especially in contrast to Sheeta. Another theme is that any civilization can fall no matter how pure and wonderous. We don’t know why Laputa was abandon, there are hints to an ‘isolation from nature/earth being problematic’ but it’s never really explored. But I’m not sure it matters. The biggest theme here is friendship. We see an amazing friendship grow from our two leads. And we see villains become friends in the pirates. It’s heartwarming and uplifting. An utter joy to watch.

So, sit back, relax, and enjoy being transported.


Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, 1984

For the next few weeks I’ll be watching all the Hayao Miyazaki films. Some again, some for the first time.

Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, 1984 — [subtitled]

This film is fantastic. A deeply complex, imaginative tale of nature, war, compassion, and the struggle of a brilliant heroine destined to save humanity from itself.

There is a scene where a fox-squirrel, called Teto, bites Nausicaä’s finger and she patiently lets her finger be bit until Teto’s frenzy fades and it proceeds to licks her wound. She comments, “It wasn’t angry, it was terrified.” Here begins our understanding of her beautiful empathy for all creatures, her understanding and challenging all the common conceptions. I cannot help but think, in our current climate, Nausicaä could teach us all a thing or two.


The Shark

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MediumAcrylic + Oil Pastel + Ink SurfaceStretched Canvas Size20x16 in Year2019 ArtistDAEthington

This guy just looked so happy I had to take my 2018 sketch and see if I could capture some of the original’s personality.

Most of my early artist life was spent chasing the photorealism dragon. I had felt that was the ultimate test of an artist’s skills. I think that is only one part of being an artist. A specific type of artist.The rule stands true, learn the rules so you break them. Otherwise you’re just making a mess. A huge thanks to my friend Jenny who prodded me back into painting and prompted me to break some rules. I’m still playing around and this one veered away from my first experiment that felt more sketch-like and into a more comfortable realistic style.


The Elephant

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MediumAcrylic + Oil Pastel + Ink SurfaceStretched Canvas Size20x16 in Year2018 ArtistDAEthington

In the first of many one-on-one art days, I met with my new partner in art, Jenny. She loved to paint animals and had a bunch of photo references. So, I grabbed a nice one of an elephant and began my first painting in many, many years.

Together with her infamous bloody marys, we painting, laughed, and critiqued each other’s work, occasionally by working on one another’s canvases. In the end, for an exercise in style, I created a work that I was really proud of. I’m excited to continue these exercises until I get comfortable painting again and hone in on this new style.


Change is the Only Constant

Change is the only constant and at its core, all change is neutral. We imbue expectations that birth feelings of good or bad. But these feelings are not truth, just desires shaped by our programing. If we are lucky enough to glimpse our code, we can then begin to shape ourselves into whatever we wish.


Dean Runs Away – Week Seven

Portland, Or

Day 43

Wednesday, July 04, 2018

I wake to my mom curious as to when I’m coming home. As I said goodbye to Izzy, I made the decision. This is a perfect end to an utterly fantastic 42-day adventure. It’s time to go home.

So, I grab a pizza and on this American anniversary, I head back into the clutches of nationalism. I get to Portland at the perfect time, Curtis and Rene’s familiar faces and welcoming arms dissolve any regret that might have lingered. As the fireworks began, I was reminded that connections are what I am all about. I don’t believe I was in the right headspace to spend a grip of days in the Great White North all alone, especially with the last half of my trip being friendless.

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Placerville, CA

Day 44

Thursday, July 5, 2018

Saying goodbye to great friends and to the Pacific Northwest. I drive.

And I drive.

Hey look, a mountain!

And I keep driving.

All day I drive.

Hey look, friends!

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Brea, Ca

Day 45

Friday, July 6, 2018

Saying goodbye to great friends and to Northern California. I drive.

And I drive.

And I keep driving.

All day driving.

Hey look, Home!

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Saturday, July 7, 2018

I sit here at Home. One night after I have returned.

I ran away these past 45-days. Away from a place I’ve called home most of my life. And while I didn’t explore as far as I had planned, my days were dense with profound experiences. Many times on this journey I felt grateful and guilty, wishing everyone could have these adventures. I said before, I love other people, different perspectives, and introspective conversations. That I want to learn and grow from others and to share myself, as open and honestly as I know-how. With this, I believe I succeeded tenfold.

And now, back safe in this comfortable space I have constructed, I sit with a different perspective, and I look to the future. My future. And a seed of thought has germinated in the lush soil of my trip. As I thought it might. After years of cultivating this home, it’s time for a new chapter. These new cities and new people have shown me contrasts and opportunities. And I’m invigorated and terrified to take the first steps to move on from this sleepy little north Orange county town and my beautiful home I’ve made here.

But it seems like it’s time to run away, permanently. And really see how it all gets rebuilt.

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Dean Runs Away – Week Six

Astoria, Or

Day 36

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Backtracking a bit to Oregon, I find myself in the quaint little town of Astoria. Although, a few years late to visit my friends, Jeff & Sonja, who have transplanted themselves over to Europe. However, I was lucky enough to find an amazing host who was kind enough to take a chance on me. In waiting to meet up with her, I explored some of the towns not-so-famous haunts.

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Cannon Beach, Or

Day 37

Thursday, June 28, 2018

There is something about an almost shared universal experience that bonds people together. When I say, “Hey you guuuys!” or “He slimed me.” or “E.T. phone home.” And you were a child when these were first uttered, you’re part of a specific generation. But also a generation that is one of the last of its kind. Because soon after, we were easily able to relive past generation’s culture, and the internet has made that even easier. With bringing back past content and so much new content comparably, generational experiences have begun to blur, blend, and get muddled. That all said, it was a blast to visit a landmark from my generation. It is an amazingly beautiful area and cannot wait to return.

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Seattle, Wa

Day 38

Friday, June 29, 2018

I had made a tough decision to not spend the next few days exploring, hiking, and riding the gargantuan Olympia National Park. It wasn’t an easy choice, but I didn’t feel properly prepared and my back was still twitching. If I abandon this National Park, I could be in Canada by the end of the month and there are a few more National Parks on the back half of this journey.

So, after one day, Seattle seemed fine, maybe, I guess. I haven’t connected with it like other cities. And by the end of the day, I felt that same aloneness creeping back in that I experienced in Santa Cruz. Perhaps this thing call homesickness is rearing its ugly head. Time will tell.

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Seattle, Wa

Day 39

Saturday, June 30, 2018

I decided to move on to Canada tomorrow. So, one more day exploring this not-very-rainy, rainy city. It was a beautiful day and I rode my bike around the city, to a brewery, and to grab some food after. But there was something about my time here that felt off. It most definitely could be me, or just bad luck connecting with people. So, after dinner, I decided to hit up a super popular bar and it lived up to the hype. Everything about it was amazing, the ambiance, the cocktails, and I even managed to rope some rad strangers into great conversations.

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Vancouver, BC

Day 40

Sunday, July 1, 2018

Goodbye USA, hello Canada! After a minor incident at the border, I was officially a Canadian! And wow! Look at all those Canadian flags. Canadians are way more patriotic than I would have thought. I began, like I do, at a brewery, time to make friends with these most friendliest neighbors! Well, the first place was a bust, but then! I met an amazing couple and bounced around with them all day! It was so great, especially after my funk of the last few days. They also explained to me that today, the 1st of July, is like their Independence Day, hence all the flags. They got a good laugh out of my ignorance.

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Vancouver, BC

Day 41

Monday, July 2, 2018

Time to explore some Canadian nature! But first, I had to wander through downtown to reclaim my vehicle. I then grabbed some breakfast and headed to the large patch of green on my map. I biked and hiked all of the greenery, unfortunately, it was pretty crowded, but a ton of fun nonetheless. Then, I capped off my day with sushi and a beach walk with my new Canadian host Izzy, who is in fact, German!

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Vancouver, BC

Day 42

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

After a nice breakfast, I biked and hiked all afternoon, exploring all Stanley Park has to offer. Totem poles, an eerie lily pond (lake), second and third beaches, a dude who turned into a rock, a small 3500-rose rose garden, unknown creatures rustling in the bushes, and a nice bar and grill. Ending the day hanging out with Izzy again, this time at a beautiful spot on the water north of Vancouver.

The next leg of my trip is huge. An almost 9-hour drive to Jasper, then to Banff. Perhaps split into multiple days. Probably a lot of camping in between. Something about it nags at me.

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Next Week on Dean Runs Away!

At a crossroads! An isolating next week looms in the Great White North! While comfort and familiarity beckon him back home! What will Dean do!? Where will he go? A decision that will impact his life for years to come. But more importantly, what will be the fate of this pizza?!

Continue the adventure into Week Seven to find out!

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Dean Runs Away – Week Five

Portland, Or

Day 29

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

The week began with work. I really haven’t mentioned that I am still working on this trip. The beautiful thing about freelance designing is that I can be anywhere in the world with an internet connection and get my work done. Sometimes with a friend by my side, sometimes with a cocktail. And sometimes, both.

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Portland, Or

Day 30

Thursday, June 21, 2018

It is strange, this connecting with people. When you met as many people as I have with the specific purpose of connection, you begin to notice the gulf between the ease and difficulty of it all. I feel it comes down to expectations, desires, and intentions on both sides. But most importantly, understanding—being able to communicate all of them clearly and well.

On this night, with an interesting and intriguing person sitting across from me, I failed. Whether that was my poor communication or my intentions not aligning with internal desires, or perhaps both, I do not know. I am trying not to beat myself up over it. But it is difficult.

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Portland, Or

Day 31

Friday, June 22, 2018

I think a week of imposing on my friend’s couch is long enough. It was a great reprieve from being on the road, and not have to plan every day, to catch my breath as I prepare to move ever northward. After a month of travel, I am beginning to see this trip is either going to be quite a bit longer than envisioned or I am not going to stick exactly to my proposed route. Oh, the beauty of flying by the seat of your pants!

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Lacey, Wa

Day 32

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Even as I say goodbye to one, my plan involves greeting another childhood friend who has moved away. There is something about not giving up what made us happy as a child. Nostalgia is a powerful force and adulting is a difficult endeavor. Jeff definitely has retained some of his child-like jubilance and it is on quite the display in his arcade-inspired garage. The night was spent drinking beers from his beer fridge, playing darts, arcade games, reminiscing on being stupidly reckless kids, and catching up on these adult people that we both turned into.

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Tumwater, Wa

Day 33

Sunday, June 24, 2018

When I was young, I had a babysitter. It was called Ragging Waters. Ragging Waters was a water theme park in San Dimas and all summer long, my mom would drop me and a friend off there, then pick us up at the end of the day. One of the rides there was the Lazy River. But when you could do things like fall 40 miles per hour down a seven-story slide, floating down a river on a tube at a slow pace was not high on our to-do list. A few decades later, substitute in a real, actual river, some rapids, and beers, it becomes one of the greatest days of my trip thus far. Sorry for the lack of photos, wasn’t really a priority.

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Olympia, Wa

Day 34

Monday, June 25, 2018

Exploring my first state capitol, hello Olympia! Unfortunately, a Monday afternoon wasn’t the most hip-hopping of times, i.e. the town was pretty dead. Then, out of nowhere, someone shot me in the back! Well, okay, while it might have felt like that, it seems my back just gave up due to the not-so-light backpack I have been hauling around for over a month. The rest of the day was me finding the tastiest of medications.

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Lacey, Wa

Day 35

Tuesday, June 26, 2018

For the first time in 35 days, I did not go anywhere. I am no stranger to injury. So, I knew my back was not going to heal in a day. It needed to rest. Tomorrow, I leave for Astoria, after that, camping in the gigantic Olympic National Park. However, due to my back, I am thinking I might skip the camping and all that biking and hiking. Plus, it is always a good idea to be in peak health when running away from bears.

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Next Week on Dean Runs Away!

Even more battered, and kind of broken, Dean managed to take the state capitol and dominate the rivers of Washington! But this next week might be his most precarious yet! Difficult decisions await, as do shipwrecks, underground cities, haunted ponds, and zealous immigration officers! Will Dean be eaten by a very polite Canadian Bear?! Will he be abducted by a 1940-style spaceship!!! Or will he join a group of young misfits and set out on an adventure to find a legendary pirate’s long-lost treasure?!

Continue the adventure into Week Six to find out!

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Dean Runs Away – Week Four

Bend, Or

Day 22

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

One of the seeds of this trip was this idea to explore different cities. What really made one city different than the next? As someone who has lived in one area most of their lives, what do I desire from a place I call home? One day in Bend is all I needed to know that it is a place I would enjoy living. From the friendly people to the river raging through the middle of town. There was something special about this place. So, maybe not soon, but I have a feeling I will be back here one day, perhaps to stay.

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Bend, Or

Day 23

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Spent the day out playing in nature. I chatted it up with some of the local wildlife and mountain biked some amazingly fun trails.

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McKenzie Bridge, Or

Day 24

Friday, June 15, 2018

The internets told me of a great waterfall and a giant blue pool that was about an hour’s drive away. I probably should have saved it for my way to Portland, as it was along the way. But the day demanded something special. And so while my bike and I did almost slide into a frigid, raging river, my leg torn up and a bloody mess, I count the day as a complete success.

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Portland, Or

Day 25

Saturday, June 16, 2018

A goodbye to Bend, and while circumstances did not allow much time with my friend Lorealle while there, it was nice to see her nonetheless.

Now, it was on to Portland where some of my oldest friends showed me around town. And I finally was able to explore the mind-blowing, one-city block cathedral that is, Powell’s Books.

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Portland, Or

Day 26

Sunday, June 17, 2018

A relaxing Sunday spent taking the rail around town, and nerding out at an enormous gaming store. Portland is definitely battling it out for amazing places that I would love to eventually explore on a more permanent basis.

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Portland, Or

Day 27

Monday, June 18, 2018

There was something wonderful about my childhood, every one of my friends was close by, easily accessible. Eventually, we grow up and have that one asshole who moves away. Then another, and more and more as we all grow in different directions. Proximity will always be a factor when it comes to connections, but sometimes we can overcome that. If we want we can keep those connections alive and thriving. I am happy to count Curtis and Rene as two of my good friends who do not happen to live close by. For now.

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Portland, Or

Day 28

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

A long time ago, my grandmother created a character so lil’ Dean would have someone to play Dungeons and Dragons with. These days, and for the past few years, I have been lucky enough to play DnD with a close group of friends. Life can be a desperately lonely experience, and I have learned to never take for granted the power of good company and shared experiences. Thus, I was thrilled when Curtis invited me to partake in some might and magic with his (other) friends and their DnD adventures.

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Battered, but not broken, Dean entered Portland for some good ol’ fashioned rest and relaxation, but rumors of midget river pirates are in the air. How long will Dean lallygag around in Oregon before heeding the call?

Continue the adventure into Week Five to find out!

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Dean Runs Away – Week Three

Berkeley, Ca

Day 15

Wednesday, June 6, 2018

Did you know there is a full-size T-Rex skeleton at the University? 😶 Any plans I had changed the moment I heard this. I grabbed some lunch with a dear friend, headed over to UC Berkeley, and marveled for a few hours at the Museum of Paleontology. Later, I partook in some food and drinks, met up with my friend’s son, and eventually found myself back at the Pub.

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San Francisco, Ca

Day 16

Thursday, June 7, 2018

This was my final day in the Bay area and my plan was to storm the City and take in its collections of art and science! However, I could not doddle, as I also had a long drive ahead of me blowing through the likes of Petaluma, Santa Rosa, and Anderson Valley to get to my next host’s home by the sea.

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Elk, Ca

Day 17

Friday, June 8, 2018

I thought it would be a pit stop. I did not expect this. It is beyond beautiful here. The coast has some sort of resonance, a calming effect that crashes over you. Also, it does not hurt to be hosted by two of the most wonderful humans. I spent the day getting to know them, as well as down at a small beach.

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Elk, Ca

Day 18

Saturday, June 9, 2018

Part of this trip is about getting to know people. But also, places. I have learned a lot about the history of this small little corner of the world. And with that knowledge, I feel a little closer to all those who came before and those I will never meet.

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Mendocino, Ca

Day 19

Sunday, June 10, 2018

I had planned to leave today. But connections changed my plans. I explored the coast north, as well as the small town of Mendocino. Then I returned and joined some new friends for a delightful BBQ.

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U.S. Route 101, Ca

Day 20

Monday, June 11, 2018

I cannot tell you why I thought a 6+ hour drive to get to my Oregon campsite was a good choice. Because in doing so, I had to blast through some of the most gorgeous woodlands in North America. Beautiful woodlands that definitely had camping opportunities. I think, even without an agenda, I felt this trip was taking a little longer than I had thought it would.

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Cave Junction, Or

Day 21

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

As a child, my father lived on a farm in Grant’s Pass, they could not leave for very long on trips, as daily duties needed doing. He recalls visiting Crater Lake and the Oregon Caves as his big getaways. It is odd being here. Exploring his past, being in a location he once was, so long ago. Makes me reflect again on the temporariness of everything.

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Next Week on Dean Runs Away!

After some hard-core museum-ing, saving a historical landmark, and spelunking to the center of the earth, Dean now travels northward into the great unknown! Will he slip and slide down a hill and off the edge of a cliff, falling into a raging river…that ends in this waterfall?! Was that oddly specific?

Continue the adventure into Week Four to find out!

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